I have a problem.

I have lots of things to do. Like, LOTS. I have Math and Bio and Fil and SS and Physics and Chem and STR to catch up on and study for. That isn't anything different from what everyone else has to do. It's a bit more of a problem when I can barely get out of the bed to go to the bathroom.

Damn it.

I've resorted to a checklist, like the one Jessa showed me a lifetime long time ago. Yeah, with the boxes and everything. Not pretty. But I'll manage.

Dearest Lord, please, please, please help me. Let me get better, and give me the perseverance and drive to finish everything that needs to be finished, to do everything that needs to be done. Please, Lord, please.